About discovering your True Self and self-reviving your spiritual consciousness:
If you could not create everything yourself, at least try to customize it according to your own will. The more you do this, the more you'll get to know yourself better and potentially, YOUR TRUE SELF. (-.-)
You can just simply start from customizing your computer desktop, Internet browser, design your own website etc. will also do. For best results, customize your household items or even build your own tree house at your backyard. (-.-)
The reason being is that, when you create something by your own, you're forced to make use of your inner mind to shape the outer world that you desired. As such, you'll bring your true self in front your eyesight and it become more and more visible to you on who you really are. When this happens, your true self reflects back to you and you can start slowly resolve your false perception to this world and realign yourself back to your root -- the cosmic truth. (-.-)